Monday, December 14, 2015

  1. Fluidity and Structure in The Hips

    The most difficult thing about my asana practice has been the physical limitation of my hips. After 17 years of having a yoga practice I watched with awe and patience as my legs, spine, inversions and breath practice all evolved and changed. After 17 years of a yoga practice I have grimaced, huffed, and puffed, while glowering at my two hips, Eduardo Sanchez and Hans Friedrich ( I have named them) as they look and feel exactly the same as when I started my practice. This can't be entirely true, that my hips haven't changed at all, but that's how it feels. I have owned up to my ego-centric envy as boys I have practiced alongside in yoga class, who have practiced a third of the time I have, just slide effortlessly in and out out of padmasa, galavasana, ardha matsyendrasana 3, tolasana and the like, as if they were playing a casual game of scrimmage on the campus lawn. I have never been able to understand or know for the sure what the basis of my hip limitation was. It could be structural, it could be muscular, it could even be energetic or emotional. Maybe it's a combination of all of it. I once asked Shiva Rea, one of my first teachers, what she thought about the idea that certain places in the body held specific emotional trauma and toxicity. For instance, if your calves are tight you are unfocused and aimless, if your hamstrings are tight you are an aggressive asshole, if your lower back hurts you don't trust yourself or your decisions. Although Shiva acknowledged that humans can and do hold emotional memory in their body, she told me not to fall for that false body code of neurosis. She thought the process of identification and exploration, svadhyaya, to be much more complex than that. I tend to agree. Still, the concept that our second chakra, svandhistana, is a spiritual hub of creativity, sexuality, and pleasure makes major sense to me. So when I approach the environment of my pelvic and hip region, I want to keep these fluid elements in mind. I have found that mindful and precise placement of props, along with a longer duration of time in hip opening postures have been helpful. They also feel damn satisfying, even though the visual results are not all that dramatic. The pay off is in how my knees and hips feel after. But if we were to take the vibration flow and fluidity of our second chakra into the sadhana of it all, I would think we have some sense of flow and play in it. Therefore, my idea would be do to the following 8 postures in almost a restorative sense. Allowing props, time and breath to really soak in the postures, for 1-3 minutes each, and then come back and around with an anjaneyasana version of surya namaskar and then flow through the 8 postures as more of a quick paced vinyasa sequence.
    1. Baddha Konasana
    2. Baddha Konasana with forward fold
    3. Marichyasana C
    4. Marichyasana D
    5. Ardha Matsyendrasana 3
    5. Parvritta Trikonasana
    6. Ekha Pada Rajakapotasana
    7. Galavasana
    8. Utthita Parsvakonasana
    9. 3 - 5 cycles of sivananda style surya namaskar with anjaneyasana
    10. Repeat poses 1-8 as a flow
    11. Savasana
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  2. story has us in hysterics. what a great writer. I am stealing this for our focus of the month - (without the sequence) Marich. d??? ardha matsyandrasana 3? We were so excited that you were going to do restoratives which would make total sense...give us the restorative sequence that you were talking about....:)

13 comments:

  1. Naming your hips "Eduardo Sanchez and Hans Friedrich" put me into a raucous laughter! I always say that "laughter is the best life raft." You have definitely used this in your practice and I love it!

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  2. Beautiful writing! i am sure your hips Eduardo and Hans released a bit! Keep up!

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  3. I've seen your friends Eduardo and Hans in class. You'll loosen them up more and more along the journey! LOL!! --Denise

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  4. I appreciate your story and sense of humor. Peace, Olga

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  5. I love this and can't tell you how much I can relate!!!! For me the idea of padmasana let alone lifting up is a kind of day dream and that's ok!! I loved what shiva said to you because we can't get stuck in our limitations we'll bury ourselves in comparisons to others and our lack of, which is not even a lack at all it's a gain because look at the sequence you created with your hips in mind. Who says open hips are good and tight hips are bad? : )

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  6. I think your story is classic of how the EGO is so HUGE in our practice. It has taken me many years to keep my focus just on my mat and just on my practice - it's quite liberating!

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  7. A wise approach. Exploring all of it. My hips are also quite limited. I've been exploring the structural and the emotional and the spiritual aspects of this limitation. Thank you for the Dharma and the sequence. Both really useful!

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  8. Hip to the hip restriction. Love how even back when BKS wrote LOY he'd arrived at the notion that Paripurna Matsyendrasana "might take longer to master than I had anticipated"--and the hips have more to do with it than probably ever conceived!

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  9. Love your curiosity, determination, and sense of humor! Thanks for sharing!

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  10. Eduardo and Hans want you to be a little nicer to them. They've been complaining that they carry you around all day - take you wherever you want to go - constantly bring you up and down subway stairs ... and you just criticize them. Where's the love? :-)

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  11. hey, great dharma talk! and although i hear your frustration-huffing puffing glowering and then your working hard to figure out how to move in an intelligent way i am most noticing -that you named your hips. perhaps i am wrong but is something soft and familiar in a naming. (my sister has named her toes as she has broke or sprained them - somehow quite a few -and i have done similar with my feet when they had an allergic reaction to rubber. there is something that maybe softens or opens us when we have to continue to deal with, live with and perhaps even love the parts of us that aren't outwardly excellent. way to go Eduardo and Hans

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  12. Always love your humor, Jason. I think you should call both you hips Jason Olson and see what happens.

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  13. I have always been fascinated by how certain places in the body hold emotional trauma and tension. The hips have such a primary function in supporting the weight of the body in static and dynamic postures and the hip joints are so important for retaining balance. Focusing on the hips tends to unleash a lot of stuff and I think many people can benefit from that. Your talk is really solid.

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